"I'm late! I'm late!" I feel like the white rabbit in Alice & Wonderland. I did not expect to feel this way... it's only 6:20AM, Central time, but the sun is high in the sky. It wasn't high in the sky in Virginia at 6:20! Now I am rushing to get out of my hotel and the sun is rising and I need to go.
Okay, I'm reeeeeeady. Today I drive to Shawnee, Oklahoma to see my cousin, whom I've not seen in twenty years! I am very excited. This will be my long day of driving. The next two days will be more manageable because I'll break them up into five to six hour drives, and spend time in a National Park in Flagstaff, Arizona. But today is a haul.
It is now 7:30 in the morning and I am back on the road. I tried not to be hasty this morning, but I found myself rushing to get out of there, thinking "I'm late, I'm late... I've got to go! I'm late for a date with destiny." How I loathe rushing. So, here I am in the car, I've regained my composure, my chest does not hurt as much today. It feels a bit calmer.
Just now I've passed a car transport truck and saw all of the cars crammed precariously into it. I don't think I'd like that if my White Knight were stuffed into one of those trucks. I'm glad that I'm making the journey myself. I'm part of it. I'm doing the work. I will be transformed once I reach the other side of the continent.
My audio book, The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho continues to keep me company. Though I read this book seven years ago, I am appreciating it all over again as though for the first time. What a fascinating marvel this thought is:
Okay, I'm reeeeeeady. Today I drive to Shawnee, Oklahoma to see my cousin, whom I've not seen in twenty years! I am very excited. This will be my long day of driving. The next two days will be more manageable because I'll break them up into five to six hour drives, and spend time in a National Park in Flagstaff, Arizona. But today is a haul.
It is now 7:30 in the morning and I am back on the road. I tried not to be hasty this morning, but I found myself rushing to get out of there, thinking "I'm late, I'm late... I've got to go! I'm late for a date with destiny." How I loathe rushing. So, here I am in the car, I've regained my composure, my chest does not hurt as much today. It feels a bit calmer.
Just now I've passed a car transport truck and saw all of the cars crammed precariously into it. I don't think I'd like that if my White Knight were stuffed into one of those trucks. I'm glad that I'm making the journey myself. I'm part of it. I'm doing the work. I will be transformed once I reach the other side of the continent.
My audio book, The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho continues to keep me company. Though I read this book seven years ago, I am appreciating it all over again as though for the first time. What a fascinating marvel this thought is:
Every search begins with beginners luck.
And every search ends with the victor being severely tested.
And every search ends with the victor being severely tested.
Yes, I did have fantastic beginners luck. In three weeks time, I accomplished purchasing a new vehicle, selling everything I own, sub-letting my apartment for five months, resigning from my positions, acquiring a new client in Santa Monica and getting on the road for my drive across America! And during those three weeks, there were interferences and distractions which sought to lead me off course. But I stayed the course. I stayed focused, I tried my best, I acted with love, and I pushed on through. I believe, I believe, I believe. My faith muscles are strong!
The darkest hour of the night always comes just before the dawn.
Here I am, driving across America and I do not know where I'm driving to. I am driving to Santa Monica, I know my future is there. But once I arrive, I don't know where I'm going to live. That part of this journey has not manifested. I have not been successful in securing a place for myself to live. But I believe there will be a place for me.
When we strive to become better than we are,
everything around us becomes better.
everything around us becomes better.
This sentiment says to me, or is a re-affirmation of the rule... When you shine your light, it gives me permission to shine mine; or vice versus. It is a win-win. All is One. What a beautiful illustration of how we buoy one another to success and glory and love.
No project is completed until it's objective has been achieved.
My heart is jumping for joy at this thought. I am moving to California because I have had a vision of my future. I've seen myself in Santa Monica, my business has launched to new heights, I'm with my future husband, our children, and even with the Yorkshire Terrier that will be part of my life. I'll soon meet the man that I'm going to fall in love with and I know that I am going to be a mother. And I know that my Yorkshire Terrier, Maxamillian is going to be mine soon. Don't know where or how Maxamillian is coming to me, but I feel it will be soon. These are my visions. Let's see what happens.
Okay, those are my heady thoughts for the day. More practical matters loom. I need gas and the White Knight desperately needs a car wash. My knight is covered in salt and mud! I'm approaching Memphis and it suddenly occurs to me.... When in Memphis, go to Graceland! I'm going to see Elvis!! Now I ask you, when am I going to have this opportunity again?! I've allllllways wanted to see the Jungle Room. Here I go!
Two hours later (I got lost).... I have seen Graceland! I took my picture with Elvis. I saw the Jungle Room. There's another wish to cross off my "To Do in This Lifetime" list! I like Elvis. And I appreciate his originality and style. Graceland is definitely all his own and quite interesting. I was a bit dashed and disapointed.... they don't allow visitors upstairs into Elvis's private arena. But I can appreciate that. Everyone should have a space that's all their own. So. The Jungle Room and the Billiards Room were my favorite. Completely over the top! The Jungle Room features hand carved, elaborate furniture, a waterfall and green carpeting on the floor as well as the ceiling! Elvis's Billiard Room is so 1970's! But original! He chose to fabric the walls and ceiling. It's really quite interesting. Side note- $10.00 to park in the Graceland lot, $28.00 to tour Graceland! A bit pricey.
As I drove away, I called on my higher self to lead me to a car wash and Bingo! there was a brand new car wash on the way out to the Interstate 40 West. The White Knight shines and rides again! I've been to Knoxville, Nashville, Memphis and Graceland; may I never pass through Tennesse again. Amen.
I've just crossed over the Arkansas state line. The pain in my chest has dissipated. What a relief.
It is now 6:30 PM, Central time. I've entered Oklahoma. Talk about a big sky! It is vast here. The sky just goes on and on. I have been chasing the sun for over an hour. It is a biblical, gorgeous, tremendous sky all around me! An absolutely stunning sunset lies ahead just yonder.
Okay, those are my heady thoughts for the day. More practical matters loom. I need gas and the White Knight desperately needs a car wash. My knight is covered in salt and mud! I'm approaching Memphis and it suddenly occurs to me.... When in Memphis, go to Graceland! I'm going to see Elvis!! Now I ask you, when am I going to have this opportunity again?! I've allllllways wanted to see the Jungle Room. Here I go!
Two hours later (I got lost).... I have seen Graceland! I took my picture with Elvis. I saw the Jungle Room. There's another wish to cross off my "To Do in This Lifetime" list! I like Elvis. And I appreciate his originality and style. Graceland is definitely all his own and quite interesting. I was a bit dashed and disapointed.... they don't allow visitors upstairs into Elvis's private arena. But I can appreciate that. Everyone should have a space that's all their own. So. The Jungle Room and the Billiards Room were my favorite. Completely over the top! The Jungle Room features hand carved, elaborate furniture, a waterfall and green carpeting on the floor as well as the ceiling! Elvis's Billiard Room is so 1970's! But original! He chose to fabric the walls and ceiling. It's really quite interesting. Side note- $10.00 to park in the Graceland lot, $28.00 to tour Graceland! A bit pricey.
As I drove away, I called on my higher self to lead me to a car wash and Bingo! there was a brand new car wash on the way out to the Interstate 40 West. The White Knight shines and rides again! I've been to Knoxville, Nashville, Memphis and Graceland; may I never pass through Tennesse again. Amen.
I've just crossed over the Arkansas state line. The pain in my chest has dissipated. What a relief.
It is now 6:30 PM, Central time. I've entered Oklahoma. Talk about a big sky! It is vast here. The sky just goes on and on. I have been chasing the sun for over an hour. It is a biblical, gorgeous, tremendous sky all around me! An absolutely stunning sunset lies ahead just yonder.

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